Harry Car Accident


"Harry, come ON," I yelled from the stairs, Harry bounded down and smiled at me.

"How do i look?" I smiled and fixed his coat.

"Very Handsome,' He smiled and kissed my lightly. He grabbed his car keys and sighed.

"See you after," I smiled and nodded.

"I'll be waiting," He kissed my cheek and headed outside towards his car. I stood by the open door and looked out at him and smiled, he turned and waved at me and blew me a kiss. I blew a kiss back and waved,

"Drive safe!" I yelled. He nodded and climbed in and drove away. I closed the door and walked into the kitchen and grabbed some ice cream and walked into the living room and put in a movie. He was doing an interview tonight, so he would be gone for about 2 hours. I ate my cookie doe ice cream and watched the chick flick in front of me. After the movie and turned it off and turned it onto the entertainment channel. my phone started to ring and i answered.

"Hello," I said.

"hello beautiful," I laughed and took another bite of my ice cream,

"Hello, are you driving?" I asked. I heard him take a couple breathes,

"Nooo," I rolled my eyes.

"Harry Edward Styles you know you SUCK at lying," I said walking back into the living room. I heard him laugh as i sat down. I took another bite of my ice cream and i heard him move the phone and swear,

"Shit," I heard the squealing of tire's and i froze in place. Staring at the TV. I heard the sound of crashing metal and Harry crocked out something,

"I love you," and then everything went quiet. Soon i heard ambulance and i watched the TV i turned it to the news. It was a car accident. My hand flew to my hand and i dropped my ice cream, Harry's Rang Rover sat there, a smashed mess. Ambulance sat around, people were running around, cutting open ever door and looking inside for anyone else. The camera man moved as close as he could and i could see Harry in the front seat, his eyes closed, blood falling from his forehead the opened the door and dragged him out, his hair bouncing, crusted blood in it. He didn't move, didn't open his eyes. I dropped the phone as they picked it up and put it in a baggy and set it on top of him. I couldn't feel anything, i hadn't even realized i was falling to the floor beside my phone. The camera turned away to the news lady and she started talking, i tuned her out, i knew what happened. I got up and grabbed my keys and ran out the door, i climbed in my car and drove to the hospital. An Ambulance was driving in just as i got there and i knew who it was carrying. tears formed in my eyes and i found a parking spot and ran towards the hostpial. They were bringing him in. I started to run towards him when someone held me back. it turned and say Louis. I turned back around and tried to run again but he wouldn't let go, i let the tears fall and screamed as loud as i could,

"HARRY!" he didn't respond and they wheeled him away. I feel to the floor and put my face in my hands. Louis rubbed my shoulders and he put his hands under my arms and walked me to the sitting area. I sat down. I put my face in my hands again and sat there. I knew the boys were there, but i didn't say anything. My heart was slowly breaking. he was going to make it, he had too. I took some deep breathes and leaned my head on Louis's shoulder and closed my eyes.

"Wake up," Louis shook my shoulder and i opened my eyes and sat up. I looked around me. I was in a hospital. Then i remembered why i was here. I looked at Louis and he shook his head.

"Can i go see him," He sighed and nodded. I stood up and he walked me to his room. I walked in and froze,I looked into his closed eyes, he was asleep in an all white room. The beeping of his heart monitor pacing correctly as he lay'd there in a sort of trance. The smells of antibacterial cleansers filled the room. I sat back in my chair and couldn't believe what was happening. It was all my fault. The reason he was here was all my fault. I played back the memories of last night and I shut my eyes in pain. Then I heard him wake and I jumped to my feet. He looked at me and said I love you. I said the words back. And then I saw the heart line go flat and heard a sound that no one ever wants to hear. He were gone in second and I fell to the floor as the nurses ran in. The boys rushed in at that moment and removed me from the room. They all cried and Niall held me as tears of anguish streamed down my face. Everything will be okay they told me, but they didn't even believe it themselves. Louis picked my up and caried me to the my car and set me in it and climbed into the drivers side. I leaned my head against the window, tears kept falling, my heart kept breaking over and over, not stopping. I wrapped my arms around myself as we drove to our house. Louis helped me out and we walked in. Liam was there. Charlotte sitting on his lap, a sleepy look on her face, holding her teddy bear tightly, the one Harry had given her for her 3rd birthday. The tears bubbled in my chest and i choked on a sob and fell to the floor. Grabbing my sides. I heard Charlotte get off Liam's lap and run over to me. I looked up at her beautiful green eyes, and beautiful curly blonde hair. She looked so much like him. Now he would never see her grow up. I cryed again and wrapped her in my arms. She didnt say anything. But hugged me back. I closed my eyes, wanting to wake up and see that this was all a horrible nightmare, but it wasnt, I would never wake up.




I put Charlottes hair into a little pony tail and fixed her little black dress. She shouldnt be wearing on at 3 years old. For her own father. I wiped my eyes again and turned her to me. I looked down at her and smiled best i could.

"You look so beautiful," I said, moving some left over hair from her face. She didnt say anything but pet her stuffy. She hadnt said much since Louis had told her, nicley of course. She really didnt understand what happened, only that daddy wouldnt be coming home. She looked at me,

"Would daddy be proud," I felt a sob get caught into my throat and fresh tears formed and i nodded. She wrapped her little arms around my waist and i hugged her back, kissing the top of her head.

We agot to his funeral and I sat sitting in the back with Liam and Charlotte. I couldnt find the courage to go see him. I finally let go of all doubts and made my way to him. I saw him laying there, his perfect brown curls laying against the pale pillow. He look flushed and not there. That’s when it hit me that he were really gone. I grabbed onto his frigid, cold hands and fell to my knees. Tears flowed out of eyes as rain fell out of the sky. Lou helped me back up and I turned to face him. His eyes were just as swollen as mine. He pulled me into his arms as I let every emotion rush out of me. I tuned away from him a turned back to him. I kissed his forehead and said,” I love you.” I turned back to Lou who then put his arm around me and walked me back to my seat. All the boys sat there waiting for me and Zayn handed me a bottle of water. I refused it just as any other thing. I sat in my chair and memories of us flushed back to me. “ it’s my damn fault.” I mumbled and then began to ball my eyes out again. Zayn pulled me into his arms and comforted me just as you would. Charlotte curled onto my lap and kept petting her stuffy. I rested my chin on her head and closed my eyes, she shouldn't have to go through this. it was my fault, if i hadn't answered the phone he wouldn't be gone.

I walked to your grave site 2 years later. A piece of paper and a pen in my hands. I started writing after i found her head stone and kneeled by it. Charlotte still in the car, The boys with her, watching me.

Hey Hazza,

your not here, but i wish you were, Charlotte has grown up so much, you would be so proud of her, 5 and growing so fast....she looks so much like you....god i miss you Harry, i want you to be here, to tell me everything is going to be ok, but i know you wont. And that kills me, it kills me to think those words, to come home and not see you there. When we went to your funeral i then realized you werent coming home Charlotte still dosent understand, she thinks your off on a big tour by yourself and your going to brgin her so many presnets and hug her and kiss her when you get home. I wish that was true, more then anything, but now, I am sitting at your grave writing you this letter. It might seem silly but I know you will read it, or are as I am putting this ink to my paper. I will always love you and I am missing you. I know you wouldn't want me to be alone I don’t think I will be able to love again. But, one day I will join you. And for now I will be with you in the depths of my thoughts and memories.

Love you xxxxx